I know....still being a bad blogger....sigh....

I come here and wonder how I ever managed to post on a daily basis...I'd say that I had the time cause I didn't have a life, but I did have a life and that was often what gave me the inspiration to write the posts. I know that I need to start surfing some of my favorite bloggers here, they also gave me inspiration from time to time....my pattern would be open a word doc, start some kind of post, surf and see who was saying what....then see what popped out.

I'm sitting here right now, wishing I had a lawn mower, I see a sea of dandelions in the back yard...the back yard is really nothing but weeds, if I owned this property I'd be killing whats out there and laying new soil and reseeding  it or maybe even laying sod. It's a shame because it's a nice big yard and the kidlet would use it more if it was more inviting.

I keep seeing pictures of Paris Hilton and I wonder if I'm the only person who wonders what the hell is wrong with that girls left eye...maybe it's her right eye that is the problem....I swear everytime I see a pic of that girl I think she's either wasted or she has a glass eye that she can't control. I'm sorry, she's downright strange looking.

then again

that's just my opinion isn't it

what else....

well....work is going well, get to have a day on the water this week. Doing a clean up slash training exercise for Oceans Day, really looking forward to it on all levels...that is as long as it's a half decent day, one never knows what the weather is going to do. I miss being in the Caribbean for the weather, almost always a nice day on the ocean there. Then again, I'm really happy with how my life is progressing, I guess the next big step will be finding someone I want to share it with. I've had a couple flings since I became single when I came home...they have been just that though, flings. I was too busy with sorting my life out and going to school and the like to invest time or energy into anything more. Now I'm at a point that I'd like to have a relationship, but I'm also happy the way things are...I look at some of my male friends who are single and I realize that if they are indicative of what's out there, I'm not that interested in getting tied down. Seems that lots of them want someone who will look after them like a mommy...sorry, I have one kid, don't need another. I want someone who can look after themselves and who can be an equal partner, willing to cook and clean without prompting...maybe even someone who's a bit of a metrosexual. Lord knows I could use a guy who had some fashion sense to help out this t-shirt and jeans, coverall wearing, non-girly girl!

hell every once in a while I think I should say pack it all and just switch teams! Then again, I know that things are the same on that side of the fence...one of my favorite sayings is after all 'the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence, till you realize it takes the same shit to grow it'

such is life I guess....as always, a work in progress....


off to do some surfing.....catch you all later